Doubt

Do you ever let a little doubt 

swim around in your head?

My faith is very strong and yet I still sometimes

feel that maybe God is overlooking a 

particular struggle or trial I am in the midst of.

Fortunately, in my heart I know better than that, but

the doubting doesn't feel good at all.

I am going to see my sister in a little over a
week, and really need to see a Dr. before I go.

My sweet hubby has a Dr. he loves, and wants
me to see him, but he didn't have an open
appointment until after I get back.

AND they said that people rarely cancel appts. with him.

In crept the doubt.

Who do I go to Lord?  Do I just wait til I get back?
Will I be ok while I am away, or end up in an

emergency room hours from home?

Please, Lord, I need some wisdom here.

He says He will give wisdom to His children when
they ask for it...so I always ask.

I called this morning to see if they had any 

cancellations.

NOPE.

I talked with sweet hubby and he said to call back

and make sure they make the appointments for all
of the offices; maybe I could get in with another office
if they don't.

THEY HANDLE ALL THE OFFICES.

Well, ok Lord.  I'll go wherever you want me to go,

or wait, just let me know which it is.

THE PHONE RINGS.

They had the rare thing occur.  A cancellation!!

I am seeing hubby's Dr. on Monday!!

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I love you Lord, and I thank and praise you
for loving me, and showing me so perfectly
that you are always looking out for me!

And I thank you, dear friends, for all of your love and prayers!

Big Toasty Warm Florida Hugs!!
Becky